I'm realizing more and more how much I hate working in retail. I find people soooo irritating. I'm sure I'm rubbish at it to, it's not like people can't tell I'm grumpy at work all the time. It sounds horrible, but more often I'm worried about how I would kill this person than how I should serve them best. Whatever. I was thinking about it and I figured that if I was going to work with the public as a job, I would need to be teaching them or doing tours. I love explaining history or writing to people, but working at a grocery store makes me want to pull a gun.

LKJSADFKLJSA.
Yeah.

I want to get the fuck out of this townnn. It's soo effing stupid here. I'm tired of the people who think they are soooo popular. They get soooo much attention because they are the 'smartest' or the most 'charasmatic' in our grade, but really? This is Maple fucking Creek. I've heard so many stories about the kids who got the most attention in high school going to university and finding out that they aren't as wonderful as everyone told them they were. Apparently, people in the real world don't pat them on the back and fuel their egos everytime they do something right. Tough luck. Theres a few people in my grade and the grade lower that I can already tell this will happen to. They need a serious reality check and I'm sure they're going to get it.

I was talking to my friend about where he wants to go to university. He wants to go to an art school in BC. When he told his Mum, she said he couldn't go there. Not because it's too expensive, not because she wants him to take something more solid than the arts...But because she heard that there are a lot of gay people there.



W T F



Are you fucking kidding me? There are gay people EVERYWHERE. There are quite a few in town, even. His Mum is completely ridiculous. It's not like my friend is just going to magically TURNGAY. You're born gay, it's not a choice. Stupidfuckingreligiousfreaksandtheirgaybashing.

>.< [/angryrant]

I think I'm done now. x] I've been meaning to read more Stephen King. I can't believe I haven't read much from his before, to be honest. At the writing workshop I go to in the summer, the instructor told me I write like Stephen King. I know enough about him to know that was a massive compliment. =o Even though the instructor was a wanker and quite possibly stole one of my short stories.

I wish I had more interesting things to say. I feel like I'm spending all my time waiting. Waiting for school to finish for the day, waiting to get off work, waiting to graduate, waiting, waiting, waiting. SOTIREDOFWAITING. I feel so stuck here. I hardly can even bring myself to try in school, which is pretty horrible on my part. This is supposed to be the year that counts. PLUS, my classes are fucking easy so I'm sort of out of excuses.

SCOTLAND,HURRYPLEASE.

WELL HELLO.
HOW ARE YOU DOING?


Haven't updated in a longgggggg time. =/

CHRISTMAS WAS FUN.
Cole didn't end up coming. Probably better that way cause the weather's been shit and there was a bomb scare on a plane on Christmas day. Bleh. It would have been cool to see him but I guess it wasn't meant to happen.

I got a couple LIVING IN THE UK books for Christmas which was fucking exciting. =D I'm so pumped to get out of this shit hole. Like fuck. I also got the MONTY PYTHON HOLY TRILOGY <3 width="560" height="340">




They are the definition of sexy. I <3 British comedy. What else what else what else. OH, I've been looking at British cell phones on ebay. They get me all excited cause they use SIM cards. Which are godly little devices that are slowly being introduced in Canada. I believe Rogers & Bell are starting to use them. They seem like they would make life easier. x] Nothing much more than that, but well...

LISTEN TO THIS SONG:


okayybyee<3

p.s: safe sex. forsrs.

Yesss! I got my passport in the mail the other day. So awesome. =)
The only thing is my picture makes me look like a criminal. Even my Mum agreed. It's kind of disgusting. Almost as disgusting as the woman who took it...
She looked as if she had just woken up and smelled like something had died down her shirt. So gross. She kept making this weird little chuckling noise even though no one had said anything.

YEAHYEAHYEAHHH.

So school is going okay. Not much to report on that end...
YEY for new music.
I bought a few new CDs...
I would suggest you go check out Egypt Central. =)
Awesome band.

ANYWHO...
Not much to say. I'll post when I have more interesting things to say!

TTFN.

OHWAIT.

Cole might be coming to Canada for Christmas. =) THAT WOULD BE LIKE HOT SEX ON A BEACH. I don't know how that would be...but it sounds fun. ^____^

BYEBYE.

Hello!

I haven't posted in a long time. I haven't really felt there has been much to say.

Went to the Peer Support Retreat. Peer Support is soooo lame. At school in the meetings we just sit and everyone talks in their own groups and it takes forever to decide even the smallest things. It frustrates me. The retreat is a little boring until the second night.

The first day was Thursday and we left after school to go to Diamond Willow, where they have a bunch of cabins and stuff. The people from Maple Creek made supper while we waited for the people from Swift Current and Eastend to arrive. Once they got here we assigned rooms. Turned out there were enough in the main building and no one needed the cabins. We ate, did some ice breaker games to get to know each other. Nothing special.

The second day we did lots of talking about stuff like suicide awareness, how to talk to people...a bunch of boring stuff that I had sat before the year before. It was boring as hell and hard to concentrate. That night however, we had a fire started and that was nice. Later on we did this thing called a 'Sharing Circle'. This was the fun part. We pass a rock around the circle four times. Each time the person holding the rock has a chance to speak.

Now, last year when we did this is was a complete mess of immaturity, but this year it was really intense. Everyone was saying things that were on their minds and about theirs pasts and in the end only about four people weren't crying. Out of about...35 people. It sounds sort of lame, but I don't think anyone would understand unless they had been there themselves. I learned things about people I had known for years that I had never known before. I talked about things I had never told anyone before. It was very powerful.

Moving right alongg...

Yesterday I went to the dentist in Swift and it started blizzarding! So weird. I mean just two weaks ago in Swift Current it was +30 celsius. Crazy. It was blizzarding in town today. First snow of the season! Hopefully it will go away until closer to the end of the month. I enjoy the cold, but the snow could wait a bit longer.

I think thats all...Hehe. Bye!

Sooo frustrated and unhappy lately.
I don't even know why.
FML.

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You've broken the walls down around me.
I fall exposed to your ever-searching gaze,
Waiting for the truth I know could end it all.

The vacant chair sits across from me,
Mocking my lonely existence with it's freedom.
I sit back and stare at it, lifeless and cruel.

Trying to rebuild the walls is futile.
I am never to be the same again.
The strongest mortar has no effect.

The sun sinks. Bright to black.
The air carries a fierce chill.
Once your arms protected me from it.

The leaves of emerald wither.
Wrinkled and pale like the skin of the old.
I also, was once green.

The ever-ticking clock strikes twelve.
It is torturing me with hourly reports,
Each of them remind me you are gone.

I once had a brilliant spirit too.
But you drank it away like cheap wine.
I'm left alone, contents empty.

Copyright Katie M. 2009

God and St. Peter are talking and God says:
"Peter, I need a vaction. Where should i go?"
Peter says:
"Well...you could go to the moon."
God thinks about it and then shakes him head.
"No...it doesn't have any atmosphere."
Peter thinks for a bit and then he says:
"Well, what about earth?"
God says:
"No way...I went there about 2000 years ago and met this nice Jewish girl...they are still talking about it."


I loled when I heard this joke. :)

Hello!

So in my biology class, one of the guys asked the biology teacher if he had seen a commercial for the Institute for Human Continuity (IHC) on TV. For those of you who have not seen one of these commercials, watch this before I continue...




Now, it doesn't show on this video, but on TV if you pause the video at the very end of the ad, you will see in the bottom right hand corner is a little 'Columbia Pictures' symbol. When I was watching this preview with my Dad, we thought it was probably fake. So at the end he paused it and that's when we found this symbol. Obviously, we came to the conclusion that this was some sort of advertising stunt for the new movie 2012.

The funny thing is, this idea is completely brilliant. The internet is alive with buzz over these previews! They even created a whole website for the IHC. Check it out!

http://www.instituteforhumancontinuity.org/

I think this is an amazing idea and it is working. I definitely am looking forward to the movie 2012 now.

BUT, back to biology class, when I pointed out that the IHC were just movie ads for the movie 2012, I was greeted with skepticism and laughter. Well, turns out that I'm not as stupid as everyone thought I was.

Thank you very much. :)
Feedback welcome and appreciated!